"Why I Always Care..."

When there's a question coming to me of "why i always care"...

so these are my answers..

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Because that's the real me.. the only thing makes me comfortable...

as when i say "I love", means giving my very best... especially 'I love because of Allah,"...

It hurts sometimes... surely enough... it makes me relief each I know that there are lots of thing I could do for my dearest ones...
as I believe..hope is never faded when we believe so....

The hurt feeling is much better for me,... the ignorance of people I care, I love, after all I've done is much better for me, then the feeling of guilty.. when I do nothing.. while there are lots of things I could fight and I could try....
And the worst is to have such kind of regret... of not only the losing of the opportunities to do lots of things... but to see our beloved persons dig their own holes while I am just watching... and let that happen.. miserable feeling will be unavoidable... and I'll sink deeper into our own pain..

I stand still someday.. when I do nothing...
but I'm not in my way of giving up.. nor giving in...

I just need to pause... so i could gather lots of energy.. more and more...
only to fight even harder than before....